1 00:00:05,432 --> 00:00:07,952 [calm music] 2 00:00:12,037 --> 00:00:13,357 - Hey beautiful. 3 00:00:13,397 --> 00:00:14,237 - Adam? 4 00:00:20,597 --> 00:00:23,157 I thought that you were mad at me? 5 00:00:23,197 --> 00:00:24,757 - Do I look mad? 6 00:00:24,797 --> 00:00:25,637 - No. 7 00:00:29,997 --> 00:00:33,757 But I thought that you didn't wanna be with me. 8 00:00:33,797 --> 00:00:37,237 - Who wouldn't want to be with you Erica? 9 00:00:46,517 --> 00:00:47,357 - Ethan. 10 00:00:48,877 --> 00:00:51,437 - We're all here for you Erica. 11 00:01:03,997 --> 00:01:07,757 [sirens blaring in distance] 12 00:01:11,197 --> 00:01:12,957 - [Erica Voiceover] Have you ever woken up from a dream 13 00:01:12,997 --> 00:01:15,677 and felt unsettled and embarrassed 14 00:01:15,717 --> 00:01:17,117 and like that dream was trying 15 00:01:17,157 --> 00:01:20,797 to tell you something you didn't wanna know, 16 00:01:22,037 --> 00:01:23,557 so that you pushed the thoughts it conjured 17 00:01:23,597 --> 00:01:27,277 deep down so you wouldn't have to see or think 18 00:01:27,317 --> 00:01:30,757 or know that those thoughts exist at all? 19 00:01:31,597 --> 00:01:34,277 [upbeat music] 20 00:01:40,877 --> 00:01:43,117 ♪ It's clearer inside of me 21 00:01:43,157 --> 00:01:45,637 ♪ Who I will always be 22 00:01:45,677 --> 00:01:49,077 ♪ Open me up to my heart 23 00:01:50,437 --> 00:01:52,997 ♪ Feels like I'm seeing in the dark 24 00:01:53,037 --> 00:01:55,437 ♪ Waking me up to my life 25 00:01:55,477 --> 00:01:57,317 ♪ To do it all over 26 00:01:57,357 --> 00:02:01,357 ♪ Again and again until the end 27 00:02:02,237 --> 00:02:04,557 ♪ The sum of my dreams 28 00:02:04,597 --> 00:02:08,757 ♪ And everything I ever wanted to be. 29 00:02:10,077 --> 00:02:12,757 [upbeat music] 30 00:02:18,077 --> 00:02:20,317 - [Man On Street] Hey sexy. 31 00:02:36,437 --> 00:02:37,237 - [Rachel] She's here. 32 00:02:37,277 --> 00:02:39,757 - Okay guys just act normally. 33 00:02:41,877 --> 00:02:42,677 - Morning. 34 00:02:42,717 --> 00:02:45,197 - Wow, Erica that is some dress. 35 00:02:45,237 --> 00:02:46,557 - Oh, thank you. 36 00:02:47,957 --> 00:02:50,077 Brent what is that, why is it vibrating? 37 00:02:50,117 --> 00:02:51,557 - Trust me nothing rubs away tension 38 00:02:51,597 --> 00:02:54,717 faster than Brent's little helper. 39 00:02:54,757 --> 00:02:57,397 - Okay we just thought you might be a little blue today. 40 00:02:57,437 --> 00:02:59,877 But I mean you look kinda great. 41 00:02:59,917 --> 00:03:01,557 - You know what I am, I am great. 42 00:03:01,597 --> 00:03:02,997 - Does this mean you and Adam patched things up? 43 00:03:03,037 --> 00:03:03,797 - [Julianne] Rachel. 44 00:03:03,837 --> 00:03:05,837 - No, you know what you guys? 45 00:03:05,877 --> 00:03:10,277 I appreciate all of this, but the way I see it 46 00:03:10,317 --> 00:03:11,597 I don't wanna be with someone if they don't 47 00:03:11,637 --> 00:03:14,477 wanna be with me so onward, right? 48 00:03:14,517 --> 00:03:16,717 - Right, and maybe it's for the best. 49 00:03:16,757 --> 00:03:18,077 - Maybe. 50 00:03:18,117 --> 00:03:20,037 - My last breakup I mourned for a day 51 00:03:20,077 --> 00:03:22,517 and a week later I met Andre. 52 00:03:24,557 --> 00:03:25,757 - [Julianne] That's your boyfriend Rachel? 53 00:03:25,797 --> 00:03:26,877 Oh he's cute. 54 00:03:28,197 --> 00:03:29,837 - So don't despair, your next love 55 00:03:29,877 --> 00:03:31,477 may be waiting just around the corner. 56 00:03:31,517 --> 00:03:32,877 - Oh you guys you know what? 57 00:03:32,917 --> 00:03:35,797 While I appreciate the pep talks 58 00:03:35,837 --> 00:03:38,997 and the TLC and the cupcakes I'm fine. 59 00:03:40,637 --> 00:03:41,477 Really. 60 00:03:46,557 --> 00:03:49,677 - Denial's not just a river in Egypt. 61 00:03:51,077 --> 00:03:51,997 Give it a try. 62 00:03:52,037 --> 00:03:55,677 [personal massager buzzing] 63 00:04:04,477 --> 00:04:06,277 - All you've had to eat for the past 24 hours 64 00:04:06,317 --> 00:04:09,797 is Melba toast, you're wasting away here. 65 00:04:09,837 --> 00:04:13,557 - I have had dreams David of the four of us 66 00:04:13,597 --> 00:04:16,797 vacationing together raising our children together. 67 00:04:16,837 --> 00:04:19,517 How are Samuel and Nonni gonna fall in love now? 68 00:04:19,557 --> 00:04:20,917 - Who? 69 00:04:20,957 --> 00:04:22,517 - Samuel their Irish Jewish son 70 00:04:22,557 --> 00:04:23,717 and Nonni the beautiful daughter 71 00:04:23,757 --> 00:04:25,477 that we adopted from Tanzania. 72 00:04:25,517 --> 00:04:27,117 - Okay enough. 73 00:04:27,157 --> 00:04:30,077 Erica and Adam broke up, it happens all the time. 74 00:04:30,117 --> 00:04:31,997 - Erica and Adam broke up? 75 00:04:32,037 --> 00:04:34,197 Oh, I can't talk about it. 76 00:04:35,237 --> 00:04:37,077 - All weekend this is what I've had to put up with. 77 00:04:37,117 --> 00:04:39,037 It's like Adam dumped him. 78 00:04:39,077 --> 00:04:40,277 - Wait, Adam did the dumping? 79 00:04:40,317 --> 00:04:41,877 - Yeah. 80 00:04:41,917 --> 00:04:44,157 - [Ivan] David, I need you. 81 00:04:47,477 --> 00:04:49,477 - Okay see if you can decipher this one. 82 00:04:49,517 --> 00:04:52,317 SAMAGAL because my PAW and IBN yo. 83 00:04:54,037 --> 00:04:57,957 - Okay, stop annoying me and get a life 84 00:04:57,997 --> 00:05:01,837 because my parents are watching and I'm buck naked yo. 85 00:05:01,877 --> 00:05:03,237 - You know what I think that I'm 86 00:05:03,277 --> 00:05:05,917 gonna go out and grab lunch today. 87 00:05:05,957 --> 00:05:09,197 - Oh yeah you take as long as you need chicken. 88 00:05:09,237 --> 00:05:10,077 - BRB. 89 00:05:13,717 --> 00:05:15,317 - You know can we? - We should-- 90 00:05:15,357 --> 00:05:18,277 I mean it's just I, go ahead go ahead just. 91 00:05:18,317 --> 00:05:21,637 - Well can we just talk about what happened the other night? 92 00:05:21,677 --> 00:05:25,637 - Yeah, I haven't been able to think about anything else. 93 00:05:25,677 --> 00:05:30,277 It shouldn't have happened and it will not happen again. 94 00:05:30,317 --> 00:05:33,477 - Exactly, that's exactly what I was thinking too. 95 00:05:33,517 --> 00:05:35,517 - I'm so sorry if I crossed any lines or anything. 96 00:05:35,557 --> 00:05:37,877 - No, no no no it's fine. 97 00:05:37,917 --> 00:05:38,997 I'm just glad we talked about it. 98 00:05:39,037 --> 00:05:41,717 I'm glad that we cleared the air so. 99 00:05:41,757 --> 00:05:42,997 - Goblins has no specials today 100 00:05:43,037 --> 00:05:44,757 because Ivan's too upset or something. 101 00:05:44,797 --> 00:05:46,277 So it's the usual menu. 102 00:05:46,317 --> 00:05:47,357 - Great, thanks. 103 00:05:47,397 --> 00:05:49,477 - Goblins' regular menu bring it on. 104 00:05:49,517 --> 00:05:52,437 [meditative music] 105 00:05:58,397 --> 00:06:01,037 [upbeat music] 106 00:06:03,557 --> 00:06:04,517 - Ethan? 107 00:06:04,557 --> 00:06:05,517 - Erica. 108 00:06:05,557 --> 00:06:06,997 - Oh my God, wow. 109 00:06:08,797 --> 00:06:09,597 How are you? 110 00:06:09,637 --> 00:06:10,637 - Good, how are you? 111 00:06:10,677 --> 00:06:14,517 - Great, good yeah, you're not at work? 112 00:06:14,557 --> 00:06:16,757 - It's summertime, school's closed. 113 00:06:16,797 --> 00:06:18,357 - Right, of course. 114 00:06:19,517 --> 00:06:23,117 Sorry I just can't keep up the small talk it's, 115 00:06:23,157 --> 00:06:24,717 it's so good to see you. 116 00:06:24,757 --> 00:06:26,117 - You too. 117 00:06:26,157 --> 00:06:27,557 Are you just grabbing lunch? 118 00:06:27,597 --> 00:06:29,557 - Yeah, Julianne and mine our, 119 00:06:29,597 --> 00:06:31,157 our publishing company is nearby. 120 00:06:31,197 --> 00:06:33,917 - So it all worked out, that's great. 121 00:06:33,957 --> 00:06:34,797 - Yeah. 122 00:06:36,197 --> 00:06:38,437 I just feel like we're in the middle of traffic here. 123 00:06:38,477 --> 00:06:39,317 - Yeah if you have to go. 124 00:06:39,357 --> 00:06:40,437 - No I don't. 125 00:06:41,917 --> 00:06:45,757 If you want you can join me for lunch and we can catch up? 126 00:06:45,797 --> 00:06:46,637 - Yeah. 127 00:06:48,357 --> 00:06:49,677 I'd love to. 128 00:06:49,717 --> 00:06:51,397 - Great, good. 129 00:06:51,437 --> 00:06:53,557 We've got Jay Manuel's book coming out. 130 00:06:53,597 --> 00:06:55,077 It's called A Tattered Rose. 131 00:06:55,117 --> 00:06:59,317 And we hired a new assistant and, Brent's working for us. 132 00:06:59,357 --> 00:07:01,157 - Seriously, I thought you hated him. 133 00:07:01,197 --> 00:07:04,237 - Yeah well, things change. 134 00:07:04,277 --> 00:07:06,077 - Yes they do. 135 00:07:06,117 --> 00:07:07,117 - So what about you? 136 00:07:07,157 --> 00:07:09,077 I mean we've been talking about me. 137 00:07:09,117 --> 00:07:09,917 How have you been? 138 00:07:09,957 --> 00:07:11,477 - Good. 139 00:07:11,517 --> 00:07:12,317 - Really? 140 00:07:12,357 --> 00:07:13,197 - Yeah. 141 00:07:14,797 --> 00:07:18,077 - Ethan when you've known someone as long as I've known you 142 00:07:18,117 --> 00:07:22,237 you can tell when they're not telling the truth, thank you. 143 00:07:22,277 --> 00:07:24,917 - You're right things aren't going that good actually. 144 00:07:24,957 --> 00:07:27,797 I got uh dumped about a month ago. 145 00:07:29,237 --> 00:07:33,117 - Really 'cause I just, I mean I just got dumped last week. 146 00:07:33,157 --> 00:07:35,037 - Wow that's really weird that we both just-- 147 00:07:35,077 --> 00:07:35,917 - I know. 148 00:07:37,597 --> 00:07:38,477 I'm sorry to hear that. 149 00:07:38,517 --> 00:07:40,357 Was it a hard breakup? 150 00:07:42,077 --> 00:07:44,957 - Terrible, she was great, she is great. 151 00:07:44,997 --> 00:07:46,157 - What's her name? 152 00:07:46,197 --> 00:07:48,317 - Nataline, we'd been dating for about a year. 153 00:07:48,357 --> 00:07:52,237 We met not long after you and I, anyway. 154 00:07:52,277 --> 00:07:53,317 You look like you're handling it 155 00:07:53,357 --> 00:07:54,957 better than I am and it just happened. 156 00:07:54,997 --> 00:07:58,637 Well I must be a great actress then because. 157 00:07:59,957 --> 00:08:01,597 You know what, let's go dancing. 158 00:08:01,637 --> 00:08:02,397 - What? 159 00:08:02,437 --> 00:08:03,397 - Yeah tonight. 160 00:08:03,437 --> 00:08:04,357 I don't know about you but I don't 161 00:08:04,397 --> 00:08:06,717 wanna sit around feeling miserable. 162 00:08:06,757 --> 00:08:09,157 I would rather go out and do shooters 163 00:08:09,197 --> 00:08:11,997 and dance my ass off until the sun comes up. 164 00:08:12,037 --> 00:08:14,157 - Erica I don't know, I mean it's-- 165 00:08:14,197 --> 00:08:15,317 - I get it. 166 00:08:15,357 --> 00:08:18,397 We haven't talked in almost two years and, 167 00:08:18,437 --> 00:08:20,837 you probably spent a lot of that time hating my guts. 168 00:08:20,877 --> 00:08:22,317 - I never hated you. 169 00:08:22,357 --> 00:08:25,037 In fact I've been thinking of calling you. 170 00:08:25,077 --> 00:08:27,237 I've actually, missed you. 171 00:08:29,477 --> 00:08:31,557 - I missed you too Ethan. 172 00:08:32,717 --> 00:08:34,877 - Okay, dancing it is. 173 00:08:34,917 --> 00:08:35,917 - Yeow. 174 00:08:35,957 --> 00:08:38,837 [hard dance music] 175 00:08:52,077 --> 00:08:54,237 Come on let's get a drink. 176 00:08:57,637 --> 00:08:59,077 Thank you. 177 00:08:59,117 --> 00:08:59,957 All right. 178 00:09:01,357 --> 00:09:02,717 To being dumped. 179 00:09:02,757 --> 00:09:04,277 - To being dumped. 180 00:09:12,877 --> 00:09:14,957 - So what happened there? 181 00:09:16,157 --> 00:09:17,717 - The short version? 182 00:09:17,757 --> 00:09:19,757 We wanted different things. 183 00:09:19,797 --> 00:09:21,877 - And what did she want? 184 00:09:21,917 --> 00:09:23,157 - To move to Ethiopia. 185 00:09:23,197 --> 00:09:24,357 - Really, why? 186 00:09:25,837 --> 00:09:28,317 - Nat works for Oxfam as a program coordinator. 187 00:09:28,357 --> 00:09:29,157 Three months ago she got this 188 00:09:29,197 --> 00:09:31,717 opportunity to move to Ethiopia. 189 00:09:31,757 --> 00:09:33,917 She wanted me to take a year off, quit my job, 190 00:09:33,957 --> 00:09:37,757 give up my apartment, eat into my savings. 191 00:09:37,797 --> 00:09:41,237 She said that this was an opportunity of a lifetime. 192 00:09:41,277 --> 00:09:44,197 I told her she was being impulsive. 193 00:09:44,237 --> 00:09:45,157 And it became a huge fight about 194 00:09:45,197 --> 00:09:47,077 how I was trying to hold her back 195 00:09:47,117 --> 00:09:50,197 and Ethiopia became the deal breaker. 196 00:09:51,317 --> 00:09:52,157 - Wow. 197 00:09:53,277 --> 00:09:56,517 - Yeah so, she's leaving next week and, 198 00:09:57,997 --> 00:10:02,877 you know thinking about it just, let's have another shot. 199 00:10:02,917 --> 00:10:03,757 Thank you. 200 00:10:06,717 --> 00:10:07,637 To regrets. 201 00:10:11,677 --> 00:10:12,517 - Regrets. 202 00:10:20,877 --> 00:10:22,637 That, that was crazy. 203 00:10:24,117 --> 00:10:25,517 - Which part? 204 00:10:25,557 --> 00:10:28,237 - I could see what he was talking about, 205 00:10:28,277 --> 00:10:31,117 Ethan when he was telling the story it was just like a, 206 00:10:31,157 --> 00:10:33,117 it was like a movie playing inside my head 207 00:10:33,157 --> 00:10:35,917 and he even used the word regret. 208 00:10:37,997 --> 00:10:40,157 Wow, I feel like a doctor. 209 00:10:41,997 --> 00:10:44,957 I can't wait to dig into this. 210 00:10:44,997 --> 00:10:49,037 - All right Doctor Erica then please the floor is yours. 211 00:10:49,077 --> 00:10:51,477 - Okay so here's my theory. 212 00:10:51,517 --> 00:10:55,357 Ethan he, well he keeps going for the wrong women. 213 00:10:55,397 --> 00:10:58,037 First there was Claire, then me, and then Nataline, 214 00:10:58,077 --> 00:11:00,437 women who are risk takers who are extroverts. 215 00:11:00,477 --> 00:11:02,877 Women who do not want what Ethan wants. 216 00:11:02,917 --> 00:11:04,477 - What does Ethan want? 217 00:11:04,517 --> 00:11:08,397 - Well Ethan he wants a stable predictable quiet life 218 00:11:08,437 --> 00:11:10,677 and he needs a woman who wants those same things. 219 00:11:10,717 --> 00:11:14,557 - So you're a doctor slash matchmaker then? 220 00:11:14,597 --> 00:11:16,237 - Well if he keeps getting drawn to the same women 221 00:11:16,277 --> 00:11:19,557 then maybe he needs a matchmaker just to [grunts] 222 00:11:19,597 --> 00:11:23,077 you know steer him in the right direction. 223 00:11:24,517 --> 00:11:26,517 Okay, there was one girl 224 00:11:27,597 --> 00:11:30,637 that I always wanted to set him up with. 225 00:11:30,677 --> 00:11:33,237 Her name was Shauna Reycraft and she was 226 00:11:33,277 --> 00:11:35,037 in my masters program, and the first time 227 00:11:35,077 --> 00:11:38,357 I met her I thought this is a female version of Ethan. 228 00:11:38,397 --> 00:11:40,677 They were so similar, they had the same style 229 00:11:40,717 --> 00:11:42,677 and the same interests the same views. 230 00:11:42,717 --> 00:11:45,197 I mean it was everything. 231 00:11:45,237 --> 00:11:46,917 She would have been perfect for him. 232 00:11:46,957 --> 00:11:48,117 - Would she? 233 00:11:48,157 --> 00:11:50,997 Well then let's find out shall we? 234 00:11:54,797 --> 00:11:57,197 - You drive me crazy. 235 00:11:57,237 --> 00:11:59,437 Ooh, wait wait wait, Anis we can't-- 236 00:11:59,477 --> 00:12:00,717 - [Emmett] Anis, my name is Emmett. 237 00:12:00,757 --> 00:12:03,597 - I mean Emmett we can't do this. 238 00:12:03,637 --> 00:12:08,197 - Oh, oh I get it, I get it, your garden is in bloom? 239 00:12:08,237 --> 00:12:10,277 - Oh my God no that's not what this is about. 240 00:12:10,317 --> 00:12:11,917 - I mean it's cool. 241 00:12:13,197 --> 00:12:16,837 It's a beautiful natural glorious process. 242 00:12:16,877 --> 00:12:19,877 And honestly moon blood turns me on. 243 00:12:24,317 --> 00:12:28,437 - No I didn't mean to freak you out it's just that-- 244 00:12:28,477 --> 00:12:29,637 - Say no more. 245 00:12:29,677 --> 00:12:32,117 Goddess your body is your temple 246 00:12:32,157 --> 00:12:35,637 and if the gates of the temple are closed? 247 00:12:37,237 --> 00:12:39,157 I completely understand. 248 00:12:39,197 --> 00:12:40,437 - Oh thank you. 249 00:12:43,077 --> 00:12:46,237 - I'll go rustle us up some breakfast. 250 00:12:48,837 --> 00:12:52,117 But first I'm gonna go practice the ancient art of onanism. 251 00:12:52,157 --> 00:12:53,757 There's no love like self love. 252 00:12:53,797 --> 00:12:55,717 How does an egg white scramble sound? 253 00:12:55,757 --> 00:12:59,077 - Wait why don't you skip the onanism 254 00:12:59,117 --> 00:13:01,397 and we'll just go straight to breakfast. 255 00:13:01,437 --> 00:13:03,797 - Oh your temple may be closed for business 256 00:13:03,837 --> 00:13:06,677 but my libido is never on holiday. 257 00:13:09,357 --> 00:13:12,117 [phone ringing] 258 00:13:18,477 --> 00:13:20,197 - Erica's house of onanism. 259 00:13:20,237 --> 00:13:22,037 - Erica, what? 260 00:13:22,077 --> 00:13:23,517 - Just a bad joke. 261 00:13:23,557 --> 00:13:25,517 Hey Ethan what's up? 262 00:13:25,557 --> 00:13:26,517 - Can you meet up? 263 00:13:26,557 --> 00:13:28,077 [Emmett groaning] 264 00:13:28,117 --> 00:13:30,517 - Yeah sure, what's going on? 265 00:13:31,477 --> 00:13:32,917 - Claire mailed me a, 266 00:13:32,957 --> 00:13:35,117 well you kind of need to see it for yourself. 267 00:13:35,157 --> 00:13:36,757 - Okay I'll be right over. 268 00:13:36,797 --> 00:13:37,637 - Usual spot. 269 00:13:37,677 --> 00:13:38,517 - Okay. 270 00:13:43,477 --> 00:13:46,757 [Emmett moaning] [dishes clattering] 271 00:13:46,797 --> 00:13:49,717 Okay so wait what does boeuf mean, beef? 272 00:13:49,757 --> 00:13:53,917 - [Ethan] Yes but in this case it's French for boring. 273 00:13:54,877 --> 00:13:57,957 - So wait she drew this and then mailed it to you? 274 00:13:57,997 --> 00:13:59,917 - This picture's Claire's way of telling me that we're over, 275 00:13:59,957 --> 00:14:02,597 that she doesn't wanna try and work things out. 276 00:14:02,637 --> 00:14:03,997 Here let's sit down. 277 00:14:04,037 --> 00:14:05,157 - You need to forget about Claire. 278 00:14:05,197 --> 00:14:07,757 I mean this is just, it's mean. 279 00:14:08,637 --> 00:14:10,597 And kinda weird. 280 00:14:10,637 --> 00:14:11,877 - I don't know. 281 00:14:12,797 --> 00:14:13,797 Maybe I need to go to Montreal 282 00:14:13,837 --> 00:14:15,317 and try to talk things out in person. 283 00:14:15,357 --> 00:14:17,517 - No Ethan you need to take a break from Claire. 284 00:14:17,557 --> 00:14:18,797 - What? 285 00:14:18,837 --> 00:14:21,317 - You know maybe it's time to meet someone new. 286 00:14:21,357 --> 00:14:22,637 You know someone more like you. 287 00:14:22,677 --> 00:14:25,677 Someone that you have stuff in common with. 288 00:14:25,717 --> 00:14:28,237 Maybe it'll even happen today? 289 00:14:29,077 --> 00:14:30,757 - What is that look on your face? 290 00:14:30,797 --> 00:14:33,597 - What look, there's no look. 291 00:14:33,637 --> 00:14:35,517 Okay come to my house tonight and we'll hang. 292 00:14:35,557 --> 00:14:39,557 We'll listen to Savage Garden and, Busta Rhymes. 293 00:14:40,517 --> 00:14:43,237 Maybe I'll invite a friend. 294 00:14:43,277 --> 00:14:44,317 - This is a setup. 295 00:14:44,357 --> 00:14:47,157 - This hey, this is an opportunity okay? 296 00:14:47,197 --> 00:14:48,277 So bring an open mind. 297 00:14:48,317 --> 00:14:49,117 - Okay. 298 00:14:49,157 --> 00:14:50,077 - Doctor's orders. 299 00:14:50,117 --> 00:14:52,397 - All right I'll be there, don't. 300 00:14:52,437 --> 00:14:53,397 - Don't. 301 00:14:53,437 --> 00:14:54,357 - It's a hard enough day. 302 00:14:54,397 --> 00:14:55,557 - Oh poor you. 303 00:14:57,237 --> 00:14:58,517 It'll be fun. 304 00:14:58,557 --> 00:15:00,757 I'm glad you could make it, welcome. 305 00:15:00,797 --> 00:15:03,357 - Wow Erica I love your apartment. 306 00:15:03,397 --> 00:15:08,317 Yellow is a bold choice but it really works in here. 307 00:15:08,357 --> 00:15:09,357 - Thank you. 308 00:15:10,797 --> 00:15:13,837 [knocking on door] Shaun oh. 309 00:15:13,877 --> 00:15:14,637 - Hey. - Hey. 310 00:15:14,677 --> 00:15:17,557 You made it, she's here. 311 00:15:17,597 --> 00:15:19,277 - [Emmett] Peace brother. 312 00:15:19,317 --> 00:15:20,917 - Ethan this is my good friend Shauna. 313 00:15:20,957 --> 00:15:23,157 Shauna this is the amazing Ethan. 314 00:15:23,197 --> 00:15:23,997 - [Shauna] Nice to finally meet you. 315 00:15:24,037 --> 00:15:25,477 - You too. 316 00:15:25,517 --> 00:15:28,437 - So what kind of debauchery are we gonna get into tonight? 317 00:15:28,477 --> 00:15:30,477 There's the Take Back the Night March. 318 00:15:30,517 --> 00:15:33,277 - How about a game of Pictionary. 319 00:15:34,637 --> 00:15:36,957 It uses both the left and right sides of your brain. 320 00:15:36,997 --> 00:15:39,077 How many games can you say do that huh? 321 00:15:39,117 --> 00:15:42,677 - Oh great, we can play a game, why not? 322 00:15:42,717 --> 00:15:44,837 I'll get us some drinks, beers okay? 323 00:15:44,877 --> 00:15:45,797 - I'm easy. 324 00:15:49,037 --> 00:15:52,837 - Goddess, tell me why are we skipping 325 00:15:52,877 --> 00:15:56,277 Take Back the Night March for Pictionary? 326 00:15:56,317 --> 00:15:57,837 - Because we're helping Ethan. 327 00:15:57,877 --> 00:15:59,397 - Well I'm in teacher's college. 328 00:15:59,437 --> 00:16:02,477 - Look they're perfect for each other, right? 329 00:16:02,517 --> 00:16:04,077 - Perfectly boring. 330 00:16:05,757 --> 00:16:08,117 Ooh, hey I like a challenge. 331 00:16:08,157 --> 00:16:09,837 You know I pride myself on being able 332 00:16:09,877 --> 00:16:12,357 to have fun whenever wherever. 333 00:16:14,757 --> 00:16:17,117 Hey friends, riddle me this. 334 00:16:19,277 --> 00:16:22,397 Where's the coolest place to play Pictionary? 335 00:16:22,437 --> 00:16:23,917 Answer, the rooftop. 336 00:16:23,957 --> 00:16:25,397 - Ooh yes. 337 00:16:25,437 --> 00:16:27,997 - Oh wow does this apartment come with a rooftop patio too? 338 00:16:28,037 --> 00:16:29,957 - Well I mean not exactly. 339 00:16:29,997 --> 00:16:32,237 But it's a big enough so it's safe. 340 00:16:32,277 --> 00:16:33,197 Here you go. 341 00:16:33,237 --> 00:16:35,277 - Yeah I uh, I don't know. 342 00:16:35,317 --> 00:16:37,797 Do you know how many roofers die of falls every year? 343 00:16:37,837 --> 00:16:40,757 And being on the roof is their job. 344 00:16:42,357 --> 00:16:44,717 - Can I get you something to eat? 345 00:16:44,757 --> 00:16:45,597 - I got something. 346 00:16:45,637 --> 00:16:47,357 - Snacks or, amazing. 347 00:16:48,357 --> 00:16:50,237 Actually is there, are there nuts in there? 348 00:16:50,277 --> 00:16:53,157 - Nuts, amongst other things. 349 00:16:53,197 --> 00:16:56,277 But don't worry Goddess 'cause it's all natural. 350 00:16:56,317 --> 00:16:59,637 So is dying from anaphylactic shock so I'm gonna pass. 351 00:16:59,677 --> 00:17:01,117 But maybe our guests would like some? 352 00:17:01,157 --> 00:17:04,917 I don't know that'd be a good idea because 353 00:17:04,957 --> 00:17:08,797 these brownies my friends will blow your mind. 354 00:17:09,837 --> 00:17:11,997 - [Erica] I say we have two teams. 355 00:17:12,037 --> 00:17:14,117 Emmett and I will take you two on. 356 00:17:14,157 --> 00:17:15,077 - Done. 357 00:17:15,117 --> 00:17:16,837 - Okay. - Yeah? 358 00:17:16,877 --> 00:17:17,797 - These are awesome. 359 00:17:17,837 --> 00:17:19,317 - Ready set do it. 360 00:17:21,557 --> 00:17:23,877 It's, it's a, it's a carrot. 361 00:17:25,957 --> 00:17:27,117 It's not a carrot 'cause it has legs. 362 00:17:27,157 --> 00:17:29,757 It's a, a bee, is it a bee? 363 00:17:29,797 --> 00:17:30,997 - Oh my gosh. 364 00:17:31,037 --> 00:17:32,957 Are you drawing what I think you're drawing? 365 00:17:32,997 --> 00:17:34,237 Gimme the card. 366 00:17:35,677 --> 00:17:39,997 How exactly is that a visual depiction of a front yard? 367 00:17:40,037 --> 00:17:43,877 - That's his front and it's about a yard long. 368 00:17:45,437 --> 00:17:47,717 - That is so inappropriate. 369 00:17:49,757 --> 00:17:50,557 - Are you okay? 370 00:17:50,597 --> 00:17:51,477 - It's okay. 371 00:17:51,517 --> 00:17:53,357 - You okay honey? 372 00:17:53,397 --> 00:17:55,757 - I just feel a little peckish. 373 00:17:55,797 --> 00:17:57,997 I think I'm gonna have another brownie 374 00:17:58,037 --> 00:18:00,757 before the pizza arrives, Ethan? 375 00:18:00,797 --> 00:18:01,797 - No thanks. 376 00:18:03,757 --> 00:18:07,157 - Look she's, she's great right? 377 00:18:07,197 --> 00:18:09,037 - Yeah, sure, I guess. 378 00:18:09,877 --> 00:18:11,117 You know it's really stuffy in here. 379 00:18:11,157 --> 00:18:12,197 Can I open a window? 380 00:18:12,237 --> 00:18:13,757 - Sure. 381 00:18:13,797 --> 00:18:15,757 - [Ethan] I really need to get some air. 382 00:18:15,797 --> 00:18:16,997 [knocking on door] 383 00:18:17,037 --> 00:18:19,197 - Pizza's here, pizza pizza pizza. 384 00:18:19,237 --> 00:18:20,797 - Okay, Okay tiger. 385 00:18:24,917 --> 00:18:28,677 - Did someone say triple cheese and mushroom? 386 00:18:33,957 --> 00:18:36,557 - Thank you, please call again. 387 00:18:39,317 --> 00:18:40,437 - This isn't working. 388 00:18:40,477 --> 00:18:42,637 Shauna and Ethan they have zero chemistry. 389 00:18:42,677 --> 00:18:45,437 I mean Ethan he is not into her at all. 390 00:18:45,477 --> 00:18:46,557 - No, really? 391 00:18:47,837 --> 00:18:49,437 Shocker. 392 00:18:49,477 --> 00:18:50,637 - Excuse me? 393 00:18:50,677 --> 00:18:52,917 - Erica did you actually think that setting up 394 00:18:52,957 --> 00:18:54,477 Ethan with his twin was going to work? 395 00:18:54,517 --> 00:18:56,477 That's a little naive don't you think? 396 00:18:56,517 --> 00:18:59,757 - Okay well thank you for telling me now. 397 00:18:59,797 --> 00:19:04,277 - Nothing that is worth knowing can be taught, Oscar Wilde. 398 00:19:04,317 --> 00:19:05,557 - Okay so I'm an idiot and I'm 399 00:19:05,597 --> 00:19:07,277 the worst doctor in training ever 400 00:19:07,317 --> 00:19:08,597 and we should just cut our losses 401 00:19:08,637 --> 00:19:10,637 while we're ahead and just end the session. 402 00:19:10,677 --> 00:19:15,037 - Yeah I would but then you'd miss all the excitement. 403 00:19:15,077 --> 00:19:17,277 - What excitement? 404 00:19:17,317 --> 00:19:18,157 Hey, what? 405 00:19:24,317 --> 00:19:28,157 - It's like I can taste each and every spice. 406 00:19:28,197 --> 00:19:30,557 I've never eaten pizza like this before. 407 00:19:30,597 --> 00:19:34,037 I have never eaten pizza like this before. 408 00:19:34,077 --> 00:19:36,357 - Emmett, what is all this? 409 00:19:38,037 --> 00:19:40,637 - This, this is your friends getting 410 00:19:40,677 --> 00:19:43,757 in touch with their inner selves Goddess. 411 00:19:43,797 --> 00:19:46,317 - There it is again, the surge. 412 00:19:46,357 --> 00:19:48,277 I can feel it, surging. 413 00:19:50,757 --> 00:19:52,797 Do you see what I mean? 414 00:19:52,837 --> 00:19:54,357 Oh wow. 415 00:19:54,397 --> 00:19:58,557 - Emmett what did you put in the brownies besides nuts? 416 00:20:00,477 --> 00:20:02,877 - You wanted your friends to have fun. 417 00:20:02,917 --> 00:20:04,637 They needed to loosen up a little. 418 00:20:04,677 --> 00:20:05,757 - Yeah and... 419 00:20:07,197 --> 00:20:08,437 - Magic mushrooms. 420 00:20:08,477 --> 00:20:09,317 - Emmett. 421 00:20:11,397 --> 00:20:15,877 Wait a minute where's, where, where is Ethan? 422 00:20:15,917 --> 00:20:17,917 - [Emmett] Goddess. 423 00:20:17,957 --> 00:20:18,797 - Ethan? 424 00:20:19,997 --> 00:20:20,797 Ethan. 425 00:20:22,677 --> 00:20:25,357 - Claire thinks I'm boring. 426 00:20:25,397 --> 00:20:27,237 Guess what, screw her. 427 00:20:27,277 --> 00:20:29,277 I'm king of the world [shouts] 428 00:20:29,317 --> 00:20:30,157 - Ethan. 429 00:20:32,037 --> 00:20:36,877 Ethan, Ethan you need to come down from there okay, okay? 430 00:20:36,917 --> 00:20:39,237 - Erica look at the city. 431 00:20:39,277 --> 00:20:41,877 The CN Tower it's like a rocket ship. 432 00:20:41,917 --> 00:20:42,757 - Emmett. 433 00:20:43,957 --> 00:20:46,637 - And look wait, there's another one right there. 434 00:20:46,677 --> 00:20:51,077 Okay okay, whoa, whoa whoa whoa, Ethan, you guys? 435 00:20:51,117 --> 00:20:52,557 You need to come down now okay? 436 00:20:52,597 --> 00:20:55,877 Look we can look at the sky from down here. 437 00:20:55,917 --> 00:20:56,957 - You think I'm boring? 438 00:20:56,997 --> 00:20:58,717 'Cause maybe I am, Maybe Claire's right. 439 00:20:58,757 --> 00:21:00,757 - No Ethan no you're not. 440 00:21:00,797 --> 00:21:03,037 - I wanna be like you guys. 441 00:21:05,037 --> 00:21:06,637 - You're a warrior. 442 00:21:08,557 --> 00:21:10,237 [both shouting] 443 00:21:10,277 --> 00:21:11,077 - Come here hey. 444 00:21:11,117 --> 00:21:11,877 [groaning in pain] 445 00:21:11,917 --> 00:21:12,717 Are you okay? 446 00:21:12,757 --> 00:21:15,437 - Good, good, everything's fine. 447 00:21:16,997 --> 00:21:18,397 [groaning in pain] 448 00:21:18,437 --> 00:21:21,237 - Oh my God I have to get down from here, I have to go. 449 00:21:21,277 --> 00:21:24,717 - Okay Emmett go and deal with her. 450 00:21:24,757 --> 00:21:26,517 Go and deal with her. 451 00:21:32,037 --> 00:21:34,757 - You, you think I'm like Shauna, 452 00:21:36,077 --> 00:21:39,157 boring and conservative and pathetic. 453 00:21:41,237 --> 00:21:45,997 That's why you tried to set me up with her isn't it? 454 00:21:46,037 --> 00:21:49,077 - Hey Ethan you don't have to think about that right now. 455 00:21:49,117 --> 00:21:51,637 You're just a little bit high. 456 00:21:53,717 --> 00:21:54,837 Do you wanna go downstairs? 457 00:21:54,877 --> 00:21:56,757 - How long do you think this is gonna last? 458 00:21:56,797 --> 00:21:59,277 - Oh just a little bit longer. 459 00:22:03,077 --> 00:22:05,997 - [Emmett] Wow, was that real or am I still high? 460 00:22:06,037 --> 00:22:08,957 - No real, I saw it too, beautiful. 461 00:22:11,677 --> 00:22:14,037 - We've been up here for hours, you must be exhausted. 462 00:22:14,077 --> 00:22:17,717 - Oh I'm, I'm fine don't worry about me. 463 00:22:17,757 --> 00:22:19,317 - Sorry again about earlier. 464 00:22:19,357 --> 00:22:21,437 - Oh please Ethan. 465 00:22:21,477 --> 00:22:23,717 You were high you weren't really thinking straight. 466 00:22:23,757 --> 00:22:24,557 I don't know I don't think it 467 00:22:24,597 --> 00:22:27,117 was 100% the mushrooms talking. 468 00:22:27,157 --> 00:22:28,677 - No? 469 00:22:28,717 --> 00:22:29,877 - I know you're not a big fan of Claire 470 00:22:29,917 --> 00:22:32,317 but you two actually have a lot in common. 471 00:22:32,357 --> 00:22:35,317 You don't worry you don't over think things, you just-- 472 00:22:35,357 --> 00:22:36,317 - Go for it. 473 00:22:36,357 --> 00:22:37,197 - Yeah. 474 00:22:38,517 --> 00:22:42,837 You know sometimes I wish I could just go for it. 475 00:22:42,877 --> 00:22:45,437 But it's not really me. 476 00:22:45,477 --> 00:22:48,117 Shauna was really nice and hot but she's not my type. 477 00:22:48,157 --> 00:22:50,237 Thanks for trying though. 478 00:22:53,877 --> 00:22:54,677 - Ethan? 479 00:22:56,757 --> 00:22:58,197 Who is your type? 480 00:22:59,117 --> 00:23:01,397 - Claire, she's crazy and out there 481 00:23:01,437 --> 00:23:04,397 and she just says whatever she thinks all the time. 482 00:23:04,437 --> 00:23:06,117 I guess I like that. 483 00:23:09,597 --> 00:23:11,277 - You need that. 484 00:23:11,317 --> 00:23:15,517 - Yeah, kinda do, even though she drives me nuts sometimes. 485 00:23:16,997 --> 00:23:20,317 She also brings me outta my shell. 486 00:23:20,357 --> 00:23:24,357 - Well you were certainly out of your shell tonight. 487 00:23:24,397 --> 00:23:26,717 [Erica pretends to shout] 488 00:23:26,757 --> 00:23:28,357 Oh it terrified me. 489 00:23:34,157 --> 00:23:37,557 - Well I guess we'd better head down. 490 00:23:37,597 --> 00:23:40,437 I think I'm almost back to normal. 491 00:23:42,637 --> 00:23:45,197 All things considered tonight was a lot of fun. 492 00:23:45,237 --> 00:23:46,997 So thank you. 493 00:23:47,037 --> 00:23:48,557 - You're, welcome? 494 00:23:50,477 --> 00:23:51,797 Okay let's go. 495 00:23:51,837 --> 00:23:55,877 - Erica, do you want anymore shooters or not? 496 00:23:55,917 --> 00:23:59,117 - No I'm okay, I'm okay thanks. 497 00:23:59,157 --> 00:23:59,957 - Are you sure? 498 00:23:59,997 --> 00:24:01,077 - Yeah. 499 00:24:01,117 --> 00:24:02,117 - All right. 500 00:24:05,837 --> 00:24:07,077 - Let's dance. 501 00:24:07,117 --> 00:24:07,957 - Okay. 502 00:24:09,477 --> 00:24:10,717 - Okay so we start with the foreword 503 00:24:10,757 --> 00:24:13,357 by someone funny pop culty. 504 00:24:13,397 --> 00:24:14,717 - Followed by an intro page something 505 00:24:14,757 --> 00:24:18,557 with a great font design and covered with abreeves. 506 00:24:18,597 --> 00:24:21,357 - Can I offer anyone a latte? 507 00:24:21,397 --> 00:24:24,397 - Oh Rachel what are you still doing here? 508 00:24:24,437 --> 00:24:27,717 - I don't leave 'til my boss leaves. 509 00:24:27,757 --> 00:24:30,717 Well it's late and we don't pay you enough to work overtime. 510 00:24:30,757 --> 00:24:33,597 So go home get some shut eye. 511 00:24:33,637 --> 00:24:36,757 - Alrighty then, don't work too hard. 512 00:24:41,717 --> 00:24:43,797 - Back to the intro page. 513 00:24:45,197 --> 00:24:46,197 - You okay? 514 00:24:46,237 --> 00:24:49,157 - Yes yes I'm just, I'm just tired. 515 00:24:50,197 --> 00:24:52,677 I used to be able to pull all nighters no problemo. 516 00:24:52,717 --> 00:24:54,477 But these days it's a little tougher. 517 00:24:54,517 --> 00:24:55,997 Getting old is no fun. 518 00:24:56,037 --> 00:24:57,677 - You're not getting old Jules. 519 00:24:57,717 --> 00:24:59,117 - Oh yeah? 520 00:24:59,157 --> 00:25:01,317 Well tell that to the crow's feet and bags under my eyes. 521 00:25:01,357 --> 00:25:02,517 - what are you talking about? 522 00:25:02,557 --> 00:25:03,357 You don't have crow's feet and the only bag 523 00:25:03,397 --> 00:25:06,357 I see is that to-die-for tote. 524 00:25:06,397 --> 00:25:09,237 - Well you're very nice but 525 00:25:09,277 --> 00:25:11,837 you're just not looking hard enough. 526 00:25:11,877 --> 00:25:14,037 - I'm looking plenty hard. 527 00:25:15,957 --> 00:25:17,717 You are so beautiful. 528 00:25:19,277 --> 00:25:21,757 [calm music] 529 00:26:15,877 --> 00:26:18,397 [dance music] 530 00:26:25,637 --> 00:26:27,117 - So you having fun? 531 00:26:27,157 --> 00:26:29,277 - Yes I am so glad that we did this. 532 00:26:29,317 --> 00:26:30,397 - Me too. 533 00:26:30,437 --> 00:26:33,037 [dance music] 534 00:26:38,997 --> 00:26:39,837 - Is that? 535 00:26:41,197 --> 00:26:43,277 - Whoa whoa whoa whoa what was that? 536 00:26:43,317 --> 00:26:45,037 - Sorry, nothing. 537 00:26:45,077 --> 00:26:46,357 I thought I saw someone that looked 538 00:26:46,397 --> 00:26:49,997 a lot like Nat from the side but it wasn't her. 539 00:26:50,037 --> 00:26:52,837 - You really miss her huh? 540 00:26:52,877 --> 00:26:54,117 You want her back? 541 00:26:54,157 --> 00:26:55,317 - 'Course I want her back. 542 00:26:55,357 --> 00:26:56,157 - Yeah? 543 00:26:56,197 --> 00:26:56,997 - Yeah. 544 00:26:57,037 --> 00:26:57,837 - Yeah? 545 00:26:58,757 --> 00:27:00,317 - What are you doing? 546 00:27:00,357 --> 00:27:04,517 - Okay so you call her you go to her and you fix it. 547 00:27:05,357 --> 00:27:06,957 - No Erica I can't do that. 548 00:27:06,997 --> 00:27:08,797 - Why not Ethan I mean what do you have to lose? 549 00:27:08,837 --> 00:27:10,837 The worst she can say is no, 550 00:27:10,877 --> 00:27:14,877 and you're no worse off than you are now. 551 00:27:14,917 --> 00:27:15,837 - You know what? 552 00:27:15,877 --> 00:27:17,397 I think we should go. 553 00:27:17,437 --> 00:27:19,077 It's late and I'm tired. 554 00:27:19,117 --> 00:27:20,397 - What, two seconds ago you said 555 00:27:20,437 --> 00:27:21,597 you were having a great time. 556 00:27:21,637 --> 00:27:24,837 - Yeah still I'm gonna go all right? 557 00:27:24,877 --> 00:27:26,197 - Ethan? - Sorry. 558 00:27:27,837 --> 00:27:30,957 - Wait wait wait hey, why do you do that? 559 00:27:30,997 --> 00:27:32,317 - Do what? 560 00:27:32,357 --> 00:27:33,957 - You just change the subject, you avoid the problem, 561 00:27:33,997 --> 00:27:37,357 you ignore what it is that you really want. 562 00:27:37,397 --> 00:27:39,597 It doesn't get you anywhere. 563 00:27:39,637 --> 00:27:43,757 I mean obviously you are in love with this woman 564 00:27:43,797 --> 00:27:47,877 so why are you letting the relationship die over a trip? 565 00:27:47,917 --> 00:27:49,717 - Why are you attacking me? 566 00:27:49,757 --> 00:27:50,797 - Why are you saying one thing 567 00:27:50,837 --> 00:27:53,637 when clearly you want something else? 568 00:27:53,677 --> 00:27:55,117 - You know what I'm going, goodbye Erica. 569 00:27:55,157 --> 00:27:58,517 - No Ethan you know why you can't make a relationship work? 570 00:27:58,557 --> 00:28:02,837 Because you going after women like Claire, Nataline, me 571 00:28:02,877 --> 00:28:05,117 over and over again and you set yourself up 572 00:28:05,157 --> 00:28:07,637 to be pulled and prodded outside 573 00:28:07,677 --> 00:28:08,877 of your little safety bubble. 574 00:28:08,917 --> 00:28:10,277 And as soon as that starts to happen 575 00:28:10,317 --> 00:28:11,717 as soon as we start to do the thing 576 00:28:11,757 --> 00:28:16,637 that drew you to us in the first place you, you punish us. 577 00:28:16,677 --> 00:28:17,717 Like you did to Nataline 578 00:28:17,757 --> 00:28:21,157 and like you're doing to me right now. 579 00:28:21,197 --> 00:28:25,357 - Because you're an expert at making relationships work. 580 00:28:26,237 --> 00:28:27,757 Right. 581 00:28:27,797 --> 00:28:30,277 [dance music] 582 00:29:27,877 --> 00:29:30,797 [meditative music] 583 00:29:38,677 --> 00:29:40,157 [knocking on door] 584 00:29:40,197 --> 00:29:43,117 [meditative music] 585 00:29:49,357 --> 00:29:51,717 [knocking on door] 586 00:29:51,757 --> 00:29:54,757 [meditative music] 587 00:30:13,757 --> 00:30:14,597 - Hey. 588 00:30:15,677 --> 00:30:16,517 - Hey. 589 00:30:17,597 --> 00:30:18,957 - Can I come in? 590 00:30:25,757 --> 00:30:27,277 I've been walking around for hours 591 00:30:27,317 --> 00:30:30,877 thinking about how familiar this all feels. 592 00:30:33,437 --> 00:30:35,557 - It's a problem. 593 00:30:35,597 --> 00:30:36,557 - You were right I pushed Nataline away 594 00:30:36,597 --> 00:30:39,477 because I wouldn't let her, be her. 595 00:30:40,997 --> 00:30:43,157 - Look why do you do that? 596 00:30:45,157 --> 00:30:45,997 - Why did I do it with you? 597 00:30:46,037 --> 00:30:47,957 I mean, everything seemed fine 598 00:30:47,997 --> 00:30:49,237 until you wanted to take a huge risk 599 00:30:49,277 --> 00:30:53,117 and open up your own company and I held you back. 600 00:30:53,157 --> 00:30:57,317 - But why I mean Ethan what is it that happens to you? 601 00:30:58,317 --> 00:31:00,037 - I guess I get scared. 602 00:31:00,077 --> 00:31:03,717 I think of the obstacles the practicalities. 603 00:31:04,717 --> 00:31:07,477 I always find a reason to say no. 604 00:31:08,877 --> 00:31:12,237 I guess that's me, that's just who I am. 605 00:31:13,197 --> 00:31:17,117 - No it's not, it's not really you Ethan. 606 00:31:17,157 --> 00:31:20,557 I mean deep down inside there is this guy 607 00:31:21,677 --> 00:31:23,717 who wants to be brave who wants to you know 608 00:31:23,757 --> 00:31:27,597 go out and do crazy things and just go for it. 609 00:31:27,637 --> 00:31:31,797 And then there's this other part of you, the scared part, 610 00:31:31,837 --> 00:31:34,757 that is always screwing everything up. 611 00:31:34,797 --> 00:31:35,837 - So what do I do? 612 00:31:35,877 --> 00:31:39,317 Tell that part of myself to, shut up? 613 00:31:39,357 --> 00:31:40,357 - Basically. 614 00:31:41,837 --> 00:31:42,677 Yeah. 615 00:31:43,797 --> 00:31:46,917 And just recognize it for what it is 616 00:31:46,957 --> 00:31:50,277 and think about what it is that you have to lose, 617 00:31:50,317 --> 00:31:54,517 an apartment, a job, or the woman that you're in love with. 618 00:31:56,877 --> 00:31:59,797 [meditative music] 619 00:32:04,637 --> 00:32:05,437 Go for it. 620 00:32:11,117 --> 00:32:12,717 - Ethan. 621 00:32:12,757 --> 00:32:14,877 What are you doing here? 622 00:32:14,917 --> 00:32:16,917 - I had to see you. 623 00:32:16,957 --> 00:32:18,797 I made a huge mistake. 624 00:32:19,997 --> 00:32:21,997 And I know I got scared, 625 00:32:22,957 --> 00:32:26,797 but in my heart I know that I belong with you. 626 00:32:27,637 --> 00:32:28,797 - [Erica] Wow. 627 00:32:29,797 --> 00:32:32,717 [meditative music] 628 00:33:18,037 --> 00:33:20,557 [calm music] 629 00:33:28,957 --> 00:33:29,757 - Morning. 630 00:33:29,797 --> 00:33:30,637 - Morning. 631 00:33:32,757 --> 00:33:34,677 Okay we're alone. 632 00:33:34,717 --> 00:33:37,957 You don't have to act like last night didn't happen. 633 00:33:37,997 --> 00:33:39,957 - I am so sorry Jules. 634 00:33:39,997 --> 00:33:42,797 That was a mistake of epic proportions. 635 00:33:42,837 --> 00:33:44,557 - Okay would you stop doing that? 636 00:33:44,597 --> 00:33:47,237 No seriously, would you stop saying oh no we can't. 637 00:33:47,277 --> 00:33:49,677 You know we shouldn't. 638 00:33:49,717 --> 00:33:52,877 I mean do you wanna be with me or not? 639 00:33:54,197 --> 00:33:55,117 - Julianne, 640 00:33:58,397 --> 00:34:02,237 I've wanted you since the first day I met you. 641 00:34:04,437 --> 00:34:05,437 - Oh my God. 642 00:34:06,357 --> 00:34:09,557 Oh my, well you never said anything. 643 00:34:09,597 --> 00:34:10,957 - What was I supposed to say? 644 00:34:10,997 --> 00:34:12,757 How would I have said it? 645 00:34:12,797 --> 00:34:15,357 You were my boss my, my bestie. 646 00:34:17,757 --> 00:34:19,037 It was torture. 647 00:34:21,797 --> 00:34:24,157 - Brent I had no idea. 648 00:34:24,197 --> 00:34:26,677 - It's not like I've exactly been putting it out there. 649 00:34:26,717 --> 00:34:30,077 If anything the past couple of years I've been 650 00:34:30,117 --> 00:34:33,437 giving off more of a hate than a love vibe. 651 00:34:33,477 --> 00:34:37,477 - Well that's why you went after me so insanely, 652 00:34:38,957 --> 00:34:40,517 because I hurt you. 653 00:34:42,957 --> 00:34:45,157 - Because you hurt me but, 654 00:34:45,197 --> 00:34:46,757 not that it's an excuse because it's not. 655 00:34:46,797 --> 00:34:48,437 - No no that's not why I'm bringing it up. 656 00:34:48,477 --> 00:34:52,317 It's just, I mean it explains a lot of things. 657 00:35:00,197 --> 00:35:01,597 Now it's my turn. 658 00:35:03,477 --> 00:35:07,037 I have loved you too as a friend for years. 659 00:35:12,157 --> 00:35:16,317 It's only recently that it's become more than that. 660 00:35:18,557 --> 00:35:19,477 A lot more. 661 00:35:32,837 --> 00:35:35,477 - Good morning 50/50. 662 00:35:37,317 --> 00:35:40,157 Okay, you don't have to be psychic 663 00:35:41,117 --> 00:35:43,597 to see what's going on between the two of you. 664 00:35:43,637 --> 00:35:46,077 - Overactive imagination much? 665 00:35:46,117 --> 00:35:46,957 - Fact. 666 00:35:48,557 --> 00:35:49,597 Erica's not always gonna be as distracted 667 00:35:49,637 --> 00:35:51,597 as she's been the last couple of days 668 00:35:51,637 --> 00:35:53,597 so if you want to keep your affair covert 669 00:35:53,637 --> 00:35:56,237 you might wanna consider getting a room. 670 00:35:56,277 --> 00:35:58,917 [upbeat music] 671 00:36:03,117 --> 00:36:06,117 - Ivan good morning, 50/50 rent check. 672 00:36:06,157 --> 00:36:07,597 - Oh my brave little sparrow 673 00:36:07,637 --> 00:36:11,637 who's dressed more like a bird of paradise, va voom. 674 00:36:11,677 --> 00:36:12,957 - Oh thank you. 675 00:36:14,157 --> 00:36:14,997 What? 676 00:36:16,837 --> 00:36:18,637 - Adam dropped by this morning 677 00:36:18,677 --> 00:36:21,677 and he asked me to give this to you. 678 00:36:24,797 --> 00:36:26,357 - He brought this to you? 679 00:36:26,397 --> 00:36:27,877 - I just, I wanted to smack him so bad but I 680 00:36:27,917 --> 00:36:30,837 opted for the freezing cold shoulder instead. 681 00:36:30,877 --> 00:36:31,997 You know what, forget about Adam. 682 00:36:32,037 --> 00:36:33,317 What can I do for you? 683 00:36:33,357 --> 00:36:36,197 A latte, one of my patented heart mending elixirs? 684 00:36:36,237 --> 00:36:38,317 You name it it's on the house. 685 00:36:38,357 --> 00:36:39,317 - Chocolate croissant? 686 00:36:39,357 --> 00:36:40,357 - Chocolate. 687 00:36:41,797 --> 00:36:44,877 - Thanks you guys you're great but I'm fine. 688 00:36:44,917 --> 00:36:46,357 - Hang in there. 689 00:36:46,397 --> 00:36:47,317 Time heals. 690 00:36:49,597 --> 00:36:50,437 - Kai hey. 691 00:36:51,397 --> 00:36:52,557 - Hey, how are you? 692 00:36:52,597 --> 00:36:55,037 - I'm, I'm great you? 693 00:36:55,077 --> 00:36:56,437 - I'm all right. 694 00:36:58,597 --> 00:37:02,237 - Erica I just want to tell you I think that Adam's an idiot 695 00:37:02,277 --> 00:37:04,517 for letting you go, seriously. 696 00:37:04,557 --> 00:37:07,557 [meditative music] 697 00:37:08,957 --> 00:37:10,717 Anyway I know it's none of my business. 698 00:37:10,757 --> 00:37:13,757 [meditative music] 699 00:37:21,117 --> 00:37:22,597 - [Erica] Hi. 700 00:37:22,637 --> 00:37:24,437 - Hello Erica. 701 00:37:24,477 --> 00:37:28,557 - So Ethan is doing good, he's going to Ethiopia. 702 00:37:31,037 --> 00:37:33,477 - Yup, you handled that very well in the end. 703 00:37:33,517 --> 00:37:36,237 - Well I mean it took me a while. 704 00:37:36,277 --> 00:37:38,237 I'm such an idiot. 705 00:37:38,277 --> 00:37:40,517 I mean trying to set him up back in the past. 706 00:37:40,557 --> 00:37:43,317 I mean what was I thinking? 707 00:37:43,357 --> 00:37:44,557 - That's how it goes. 708 00:37:44,597 --> 00:37:46,357 Sometimes you need the journey in order to see 709 00:37:46,397 --> 00:37:48,157 what was right in front of you the whole time. 710 00:37:48,197 --> 00:37:51,797 Ethan was being inauthentic right? 711 00:37:51,837 --> 00:37:53,117 That was the point. 712 00:37:53,157 --> 00:37:54,197 You figured that out in the end 713 00:37:54,237 --> 00:37:56,997 and well that's all that matters. 714 00:37:57,037 --> 00:37:59,677 - Well it was really hard to figure out. 715 00:37:59,717 --> 00:38:01,637 Ethan he hides who he really is 716 00:38:01,677 --> 00:38:04,517 who he really wants to be so well. 717 00:38:06,117 --> 00:38:08,277 - Well we all do that Erica. 718 00:38:08,317 --> 00:38:11,237 That's a way that we protect ourselves right? 719 00:38:11,277 --> 00:38:14,237 You know we push down what we truly want 720 00:38:14,277 --> 00:38:17,597 and the more threatened that we feel 721 00:38:17,637 --> 00:38:19,557 the more that that comes out. 722 00:38:19,597 --> 00:38:22,517 Which, well which brings us to you. 723 00:38:26,477 --> 00:38:27,837 - Me? 724 00:38:27,877 --> 00:38:30,277 - Let's talk about you Erica. 725 00:38:31,557 --> 00:38:35,597 About what you've been doing since your break up with Adam. 726 00:38:35,637 --> 00:38:38,237 - Really, what I've been doing? 727 00:38:39,477 --> 00:38:41,077 - Well, well the clothes that 728 00:38:41,117 --> 00:38:42,917 you've been wearing for instance. 729 00:38:42,957 --> 00:38:46,157 - Oh well, you know I felt like dressing up. 730 00:38:46,197 --> 00:38:47,877 - [Dr. Tom] Why? 731 00:38:47,917 --> 00:38:49,077 - To feel good. 732 00:38:49,117 --> 00:38:52,677 - [Dr. Tom] To feel good in what way? 733 00:38:52,717 --> 00:38:54,037 - I don't know you know you're feeling blue 734 00:38:54,077 --> 00:38:56,277 you put on a pretty dress. 735 00:38:57,677 --> 00:39:01,277 It's really not more complicated than that. 736 00:39:02,157 --> 00:39:04,997 - And has putting on a pretty dress 737 00:39:05,037 --> 00:39:07,237 and dancing at the club and being looked at 738 00:39:07,277 --> 00:39:11,437 and being wanted by men has that made you feel better? 739 00:39:14,837 --> 00:39:18,277 - I don't know what you're talking about. 740 00:39:19,797 --> 00:39:21,917 - There's a contract that exists 741 00:39:21,957 --> 00:39:25,037 between men and women Erica that 742 00:39:25,077 --> 00:39:27,557 we don't talk about certain things. 743 00:39:27,597 --> 00:39:32,357 But of course that doesn't mean that they aren't happening. 744 00:39:32,397 --> 00:39:36,317 If a man desires you what does that do for you? 745 00:39:38,237 --> 00:39:41,557 I mean how does that make things better? 746 00:39:45,357 --> 00:39:50,037 Adam rejected you and you're not dealing with that. 747 00:39:50,077 --> 00:39:53,517 Instead you're, well you're doing this. 748 00:39:53,557 --> 00:39:55,197 And I just think that it's important 749 00:39:55,237 --> 00:39:57,397 to understand why that is. 750 00:39:58,437 --> 00:39:59,997 Don't you? 751 00:40:00,037 --> 00:40:02,037 - You know what? 752 00:40:02,077 --> 00:40:06,157 I really don't need this right now, seriously. 753 00:40:06,197 --> 00:40:07,237 - Erica. 754 00:40:07,277 --> 00:40:09,197 - Okay so Adam doesn't wanna be with me. 755 00:40:09,237 --> 00:40:11,597 It's a fact and yes it's really painful. 756 00:40:11,637 --> 00:40:13,557 But I don't think that I need to dig around 757 00:40:13,597 --> 00:40:14,997 and find out why it upsets me. 758 00:40:15,037 --> 00:40:17,317 I think that that is pretty obvious. 759 00:40:17,357 --> 00:40:20,877 - Okay, so what are you gonna do about it? 760 00:40:23,877 --> 00:40:28,077 - Well, I'm gonna find someone that does wanna be with me. 761 00:40:30,877 --> 00:40:31,957 In fact I don't have to look that hard 762 00:40:31,997 --> 00:40:33,757 because he's right out there. 763 00:40:33,797 --> 00:40:35,077 So if you're looking for something that I've 764 00:40:35,117 --> 00:40:39,197 been hiding or denying maybe it's that I want Kai. 765 00:40:40,957 --> 00:40:44,277 Maybe I was meant to be with him this whole time. 766 00:40:44,317 --> 00:40:46,357 - Erica I'm sorry we're not done here yet. 767 00:40:46,397 --> 00:40:47,717 - Oh yes we are. 768 00:40:55,797 --> 00:40:57,797 Ivan hey, where's Kai? 769 00:40:57,837 --> 00:40:59,157 - Kai, oh he just left. 770 00:40:59,197 --> 00:41:00,557 - How long ago? 771 00:41:00,597 --> 00:41:02,917 - Only a minute ago you can probably still catch him. 772 00:41:02,957 --> 00:41:03,957 - [Erica Voiceover] For all of us there is 773 00:41:03,997 --> 00:41:06,037 a tension between who we think we are 774 00:41:06,077 --> 00:41:09,037 and what we really feel and want and need. 775 00:41:09,077 --> 00:41:13,277 Sometimes it's hard to tell the truth from the lie. 776 00:41:14,117 --> 00:41:14,917 - Kai? 777 00:41:17,317 --> 00:41:18,837 Kai. 778 00:41:18,877 --> 00:41:19,717 - Erica. 779 00:41:21,597 --> 00:41:23,677 What is it, are you okay? 780 00:41:25,717 --> 00:41:28,397 [upbeat music]